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The
Disciple Whom Jesus Loved
I, John, your brother and companion in the suffering and patient endurance that we have learned from our Lord Jesus Christ, have been reading the Gospel of Mark and the Gospel of Luke. These new books are quite valuable, of course, but I feel compelled to write an additional Gospel myself from a rather different and more philosophical perspective. However, I have encountered a problem. One of my sources is a letter that I have received from one of the Lord's disciples. It was sent to me by Mary Magdalene. Yes, I do consider her to be a disciple, even though she is in fact a woman. We are hesitant to reveal the secret to outsiders, but some of us are aware that Mary and Jesus were very much in love.
In fact, Mary Magdalene hoped to become his wife. But then Jesus was arrested and crucified. Her letter to me recalls her experiences during that terrible week. Yes, Mary is the disciple who testified to these things and wrote them down. We know that her testimony is true. [John 21:24]~ My difficulty, of course, is that she is female. Testimony from women is considered unreliable, and her statements would certainly be inadmissible as evidence in a court of law. Women have a tendency to get emotional. Some even become hysterical. And that is especially a problem in the case of Mary Magdalene. She might be mentally unstable. My Gospel will probably avoid mentioning this, but as Mark and Luke have reported, it was necessary for Jesus to drive seven demons out of her! [Mark 16:9, Luke 8:2]~ Perhaps, I thought, I should attribute Mary's testimony to an anonymous disciple a person whom my readers will naturally assume to be a man. I could conceal the deception by using pronouns such as him instead of her. I think I shall refer to Mary Magdalene as the disciple whom Jesus loved. Those who know the secret of their romance will understand my meaning. Below, in the left column I have quoted from Mary's letter, in blue. In the right column is the disguised version I am proposing for my book, in red. I would welcome your comments. |
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Feed
My Lambs |
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When they had finished eating, Jesus said to Simon Peter, Feed my lambs. Then he said to him, Follow me! Peter turned and saw that the disciple whom Jesus loved was following them. When Peter saw him, he asked, Lord, what about him? Jesus answered, If I want him to remain alive until I return, what is that to you? You must follow me. [21:15,19-22] |
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The
Last Supper |
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After he had said this, Jesus was troubled in spirit and testified, Very truly I tell you, one of you is going to betray me. His disciples stared at one another, at a loss to know which of them he meant. One of them, the disciple whom Jesus loved, was reclining next to him. Simon Peter motioned to this disciple and said, Ask him which one he means.
Leaning back against Jesus, he asked him, Lord, who is it? Jesus answered, It is the one to whom I will give this piece of bread when I have dipped it in the dish. Then, dipping the piece of bread, he gave it to Judas, the son of Simon Iscariot. As soon as Judas took the bread, Satan entered into him. So Jesus told him, What you are about to do, do quickly. But no one at the meal understood why Jesus said this to him. [13:21-28] |
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The
Trial Begins |
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Simon Peter and another disciple were following Jesus. Because this disciple was known to the high priest, he went with Jesus into the high priest's courtyard, but Peter had to wait outside at the door. The other disciple, who was known to the high priest, came back, spoke to the servant girl on duty there and brought Peter in. You aren't one of this man's disciples too, are you? she asked Peter. He replied, "I am not." [18:15-17]~ |
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Here
Is Your Mother |
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Near the cross of Jesus stood his mother, his mother's sister, Mary the wife of Clopas, and Mary Magdalene. When Jesus saw his mother there, and the disciple whom he loved standing nearby, he said to her, Woman, here is your son, and to the disciple, Here is your mother. From that time on, this disciple took her into his home. [19:25-27]~
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An
Empty Tomb |
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Early on the first day of the week, while it was still dark, Mary Magdalene went to the tomb and saw that the stone had been removed from the entrance. So she ran and went to Simon Peter and the other disciple, the one whom Jesus loved, and said to them, They have taken the Lord out of the tomb, and we do not know where they have laid him. So Peter and the other disciple started for the tomb. Both were running, but the other disciple outran Peter and reached the tomb first. He bent over and looked in at the strips of linen lying there but did not go in. Then Simon Peter came along behind him and went straight into the tomb. He saw the strips of linen lying there, as well as the cloth that had been wrapped around Jesus' head. The cloth was still lying in its place, separate from the linen. Finally the other disciple, who had reached the tomb first, also went inside. He saw and believed. [20:1-8]~ |
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The Man in the Garden |
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So what do you think? Will our Christian brothers object if I tell about, but do not identify, an obviously important disciple? I fear they will say, That John is so conceited! He avoids giving this disciple's name. Clearly, he must mean himself. And if I describe that disciple as the one Jesus loved, they will ask, Are we really to believe that Jesus loved only John but not the other disciples? They won't understand what kind of love I mean.
Click here for other Bible stories I've retold in the first person. |